Estinien regrets breaking contact shortly after having done so, the surprised look on Aymeric's causing a twinge of shame. It had been a nice moment, hadn't it? Nicer than what they are going to do now, but yet his gut turns, unwilling to accept it. And then Aymeric responds and his imbalance only gets worse.
It would not be.
Something about the way he says it immediately gains Estinien's attention. What does he mean? That it wouldn't be a waste of time, even if they missed the party? It could just mean that Aymeric sees value in teaching, even just for personal growth - that feels like the kind of thing he would say. He didn't mind taking the time to educate Estinien in the many ways he was ignorant, even if it was purposeless.
...But no, that was an uncharitable way of thinking about it, a bit of snippy contrariness that bubbles up to obscure the part he's really concerned about. Was Aymeric enjoying it, too? Well, of course he was, but more so than the dozens of other little things he did? More than the many ways he would patiently guide Estinien's hand through different facets of friendship he'd so pointedly ignored...
He gets so caught up on this point that he spends the rest of the walk thinking about it, glancing aside to Aymeric every once in a while before looking away just as quickly. Is he supposed to say something? Thank him for showing him that? No, that would be cloying, especially coming from him.
He only really snaps back to himself when he hears Aymeric declaring his full title for the doorman, a term of address that still feels new in some ways. Estinien Wyrmblood of the Knights Dragoon. It's exactly what he'd wanted, isn't it?
He lets the servants take his goat without even feeling ornery about it, staring at Aymeric's shoulder as he instinctively lags behind him. This is Aymeric's court, after all - one he is coming to know as well as the battlefield, if not better. He really would feel more comfortable pursuing Aymeric like some kind of fearsome bodyguard, and really it would give a better impression of his priorities. The sheer overstimulation Estinien is going through is present on his face, and something he has to actively bite down.
Where in the seven hells are they supposed to stand? He feels like every step might do something to unknowingly bring shame to his companion, the burden of which is only fully striking him now. If it were his own reputation it would be meaningless, but with his star tied to Aymeric's - is this what it feels like to have societal expectations bearing down on your shoulders?
"Where are those drinks you were talking about?" he asks breathlessly.
Estinien's aura is palpable. Aymeric himself is not an aether reader at all, but one not need be one to sense the growing unease from the dragoon. This, Aymeric knows, will be most of his night's charge, and not something he finds himself disinclined with. Estinien is doing him the favor of accompanying him to this ball in the first place, it is only fitting that he make sure his friend enjoy himself as much as is possible.
He would not have invited Estinien at all if he thought that the other man might leave empty-handed--nay, Aymeric is not such a glutton for punishment on either of their behalf. Though claiming the title of the Azure Dragoon is something of an earned right and acceptance of the Eye, making sure the High Houses are aware of Estinien's deeds and conduct will only work in his favor, in Aymeric's eyes. When the time comes, Estinien would be better off with their support, and his more recent acceptances in into the Knights Dragoon provides a perfect opportunity for that.
Of course he did not say as much, knowing that Estinien would be (rightfully) opposed to the idea of being pranced about for accolades. That is also not the sole reason for inviting him--
Truthfully, Aymeric just likes his company. Even if Estinien had not made the Knights, he was want to invite his quickly becoming closest friend at some point. Just, perhaps, not to an event this big.
"They should be..." Aymeric allows his voice to trail as a waiter stops in front of them with a tray full of wine glasses, and presented thusly. "Right here." Taking a glass of red wine for himself, Aymeric gives a nod of thanks to the help.
Once Estinien has received his glass and the waiter leaves them be, Aymeric's smile twitches upwards as he holds the wine out his friend for a small, but private toast.
"To a successful eve--"
"Ah! There you are!"
Aymeric's eyes widen, if only for a moment as his gaze shifts from Estinien to the silver-haired man approaching them widely spread arms and an equally wide smile.
"Ser Haurchefant." Aymeric's shoulders ease as he gives a polite bow before raising his glass and taking the sip he was denied.
"You did not think your arrival would escape me so easily, did you? Though I admit I had half-expected to see Lady Elsinne de Nourorault on your arm, I shan't say that this is a bad choice," Haurchefant says as he comes to a stop in front of the pair, a twinkle in his eye.
Ah, yes, of course the alcohol is brought to them and not the other way around. Still, Estinien is grateful for something familiar about the experience. Even after their disastrous first effort, drinking has been a familiar staple of spending time with Aymeric. Estinien is quick to take his first sip, though he freezes mid drink upon hearing someone already beelining in their direction.
It's Ser Haurchefant. Estinien has no idea whether to be relieved or terrified, the man capable of being good fun and absolutely mortifying in equal measure. Given the first thing he says, Estinien is concerned it might be the latter.
He doesn't even know who Lady Elsinne de Nourorault is. He had thought that Aymeric was withdrawn from the courting process - has that changed since the last time they spoke of it? He finally lowers his glass. Did Aymeric really invite him instead of a noble lady...?
"Hm," Estinien says, making an ambiguous noise for lack of better words. He glances sideways at Aymeric as if searching for something. "I haven't been acquainted..."
All eyes seem to be on Aymeric and this is one such time he wishes it were not so. He takes a moment to clear his throat and compose himself, though his voice sounds a little hoarse when he finds it once again.
"A passing acquaintance..."
Haurchefant guffaws on cue. "Why there is no need to be so shy, Ser Aymeric! You had seemed well enough acquainted last moon."
"You misremember, Lord Haurchefant," Aymeric says, managing to sound both pleasant and stern at the same time. "You shared more than one dance with Lady Elsinne yourself."
"Ah..." Haurchefant looks dreamy for a moment, then shakes his head. "A fleeting fancy, as 'twere! It is not I who caught her most discerning eye." He taps his nose knowingly before turning on Estinien with a sudden flourish.
"Yet full glad am I to have you, Ser Estinien! Had I known that you would be so inclined to join us I would have begged father to send you a personal invitation. When was it that we last spoke?" Despite the question, Haurchefant does not give him the time to respond. "Too long, too long! And I hear that you have been fully awarded the title of Dragoon. A long time coming!"
Aymeric is clearly trying to downplay the significance of his connection to this Lady Elsinne, but Estinien is incapable of determining whether that's the earnest truth or if he merely doesn't want to admit to it in front of him. Given all he knows about Aymeric he's inclined to believe he's being honest, but that can't quite prevent a small part of him from feeling unmoored by the whole thing.
What if Aymeric did have a lady friend that he'd simply never mentioned? What if he just didn't think it was relevant to Estinien? Why does that idea cause his gut to twist in the first place? Hadn't he been frustrated by Aymeric's perceived inability to pursue courtship due to the nature of his birth?
Estinien is so busy trying to figure out how to read this situation that he almost misses when he suddenly becomes the target of Haurchefant's 'enthusiasm.'
"I wouldn't get used to the idea," Estinien says roughly. "Ser Aymeric asked me along and so I made an exception." He sounds a little less glowing than he might have when saying that, mostly because he already feels insecure and off-balance. Maybe Aymeric really does have a whole separate life among these people that he's just incapable of understanding.
"But... aye. I completed the trials not all that long ago. Though not all of my peers were as fortunate." As in, several of them died, but he imagines that's not the right kind of conversation for polite society.
While he did not anticipate that his friend would burst with excitement for the invitation in front of others, he still sounds a little too sour for Aymeric's liking. He takes a decidedly large drink from his glass, more than is polite, but he knows neither man with him will care. Haurchefant, for his part, seems keen on fawning over Estinien's recent accomplishments, however morbid the journey to them was.
"Indeed not..." He does provide an appropriate moment of silence for their loss. Haurchefant, while exuberant in his best moments, is a man of heart through and through, and unashamed to show it.
"But you have reason much to celebrate! Ser Aymeric has only spoken favorably and readily of your exploits and accomplishments. I dare say that it's about time the rising star of our Knights Dragoon gift us with his presence."
Haurchefant gives a deep bow for effect. Aymeric shakes his head, but he's finding the edges of his own earlier annoyance are softening.
"Flatteries will not get you far, Lord Haurchefant."
"No? Mm, well, you cannot blame me for the effort! As you oft sing these selfsame praises."
Aymeric narrows his eyes and Haurchefant looks almost too jovial to be truly innocent.
Estinien scarcely understands what Haurchefant is playing at in this conversation. All he knows is that he's already been but on the defensive, and if that was the man's intent, he has to respect the efficiency of his tactics.
He crosses his arms, holding his wine idly in one hand. He shakes his head.
"I will only have something to celebrate when I've made full use of myself on the battlefield. There is yet much to accomplish ere I can be satisfied." Though Aymeric may be the only one who knows just how much accomplishment he means. Though becoming a Dragoon has been his nearest goal, now that it is passed he feels no closer to having his need quenched. All he can do is crave more.
At Aymeric is still on the same page about that. Flattery is meaningless to him. He doesn't need the approval of anyone here, he tries to remind himself... or Aymeric himself. He doesn't.
He glances at Aymeric, and then back to Haurchefant.
"You should tell me of this evening with Lady Elsinne," he says, with an edge of being purposefully defiant.
"Doubtlessly your lance will have ample opportunity to prove her worth, Ser Dragoon."
Haurchefant pauses to pluck a glass for himself as another waiter passes by, and Aymeric finds himself switching out an empty glass for his second of the evening. Much, much too early to be on his second glass, but he is not the only one feeling on the defensive. Aymeric knows that Haurchefant means well--mostly...mostly.
"The Astrologians have been quite busy of late, have they not?"
Aymeric gives a hum of agreement, nursing his drink and reminding himself to take it slow.
"There has been more traffic than usual at the Athenaeum." The Borel Manor is, of course, just around the corner. When there are rumors of the horde moving en masse, Aymeric's suspicions are usually first raised by increased activity and lights late into the night in the days preceeding the announcement. Being in the Temple Knights offers further insight to that as well.
Aymeric, though, does not venture too further on the topic, offering an ample pause for both men to take a drink--Aymeric delicately so and Haurchefant with the enthusiasm one might expect. That does, unfortunately, set an opening for a topic Aymeric had hoped they steered away from.
He pauses, glass still tilting towards his face.
Haurchefant raises a brow, looking from Estinien, to Aymeric, then taps his chin with the lip of his own glass.
"You may have to be more specific, Ser Estinien. There have been multiple evenings with Lady Elsinne, if memory serves."
Aymeric lowers the glass and looks very pointedly at Haurchefant, while the other man only switches to raise his opposite brow instead.
"You need not work so diligently to try and paint my reputation in that particular light, Lord Haurchefant."
"Fury, forgive me!" Haurchefant places a hand over his heart. "What reputation is this you speak of, my lord? If anything, you seem to forget that it is only the Heavens' Ward that require an oath chastity to join their ranks."
The dark-haired man exhales slowly through his nose before turning an almost apologetic look towards Estinien.
"Lady Elsinne of House Nourorault is the daughter of Viscount Olfert de Nourorault--most notable for working closely with House Haillenarte at the Manufactory--" Information that would be well-known amongst other guests, but Aymeric knows that Estinien's knowledge of the Houses of Ishgard are limited to what is relevant in battle. "--and has been...increasingly friendly these past few moons."
Haurchefant seems to find this description amusing, but insufficient, taking a step forward to stand shoulder to shoulder with Aymeric.
"She has naught but a few summers on on us--" Speaking mostly of Aymeric, being a little younger himself and assuming that Estinien is of similar age range. "--has an irresistible smile, and found herself completely taken when the two were paired at a ball late in the winter. She has seen it fit to seek out Ser Aymeric at every engagement since. Why, it was only a few weeks ago that you two were found alone in the Budaire Garden--"
"--I had stepped out for some fresh air. She must have--...convenient timing that we should cross paths again." Aymeric quickly interjects.
Haurchefant pauses. "Ah, was that it?"
"Your vivid imagination makes for an excellent story, but it seems that your own infatuation with Lady Elsinne may be discoloring your recollection of events." Blue eyes drop to the wine glass the other man holds. "Or perhaps your wine."
Haurchefant chuckles. "I only jest, my lord! Though you need not rebuke her overtures so. Lest you intend to earn the title 'Ser Aymeric the Chaste'?"
Estinien regrets asking about this only shortly after the two men get into it, exchanging contrasting perspectives on the situation. It's the sort of gossip that would bore Estinien to tears under normal circumstances, that he would actively go out of his way to avoid hearing about, but here he is, trying to decode the truth of this absurd situation.
It seems like Aymeric is not as immune to catching a lady's fancy as he thought, if this one is pursuing him so intensely. Haurchefant is trying very hard to imply that there is something legitimately going on, while Aymeric repeatedly rebukes him. He could take wry pleasure at someone's expense in different circumstances, but... not right now. Not after the energy they worked up on the way over here.
Instead, he still finds himself somewhat adrift. Just another reminder that Aymeric has an entire life he is trying to build within this place, and it's a life that Estinien has little place in. Would he be expected to marry, in order to carry on the legacy of his house? Estinien fully intends to die before ever planting roots in such a manner.
He finds his gaze lingering on Aymeric more and more as the discussion goes on. Not even the idea of 'Ser Aymeric the Chaste' manages to get a chuckle out of him. It just doesn't feel very amusing, at the moment.
"Reason would suggest that, if he is rebuking her affections, he is not interested," Estinien rumbles, his lack of amusement clear on his face. He's mostly been ignoring his drink. "Unless he has an obligation to fulfill."
There is an almost instantaneous relief when Estinien agrees with him and it shows with how his shoulders, having gone very straight and tense, droop in turn. But before he can thank his friend for the most needed support, Estinien raises another, unfortunately, valid point.
No such obligations have been outright placed on him, though the weight of the Borel name dying with their adopted son and heir apparent is something he is keenly aware of and has oft considered of late with his mother's declining health. Not at all the kind of talk one entertains at a party such as this.
Aymeric clears his throat. "Not at the present... Moreover, affections and attentions are not one and the same." He pointedly sip his drink, feeding off of the aura of displeasure Estinien himself is emitting along with his own growing frustration.
While one to push and pry, Haurchefant is not a fool immune to reading the discontent of his guests. In this, at least, he offers them some room to breathe.
"Far be it for me to scorn someone's attentions either way." Haurchefant's own reputation has been growing far in the opposite direction of Aymeric's own. "But this is good news for the rest of Ishgard's hopefuls! Then I will feel no shame in asking our fine lady for a dance later this eve. That is unless one of you would like to take her place?"
If you'd asked him on the way in, Estinien would have indicated he was going to be making an attempt to be civil with people, no matter how annoying they were. In this moment, though, he's already been drained. It happened remarkably quickly.
"No," is all he says, keeping his arms crossed. He's almost certain that both Aymeric and Haurchefant would expect this response, though maybe with slightly more padding. If this is how taxing such a simple conversation was in this content, he can't bear to imagine what Haurchefant might spring upon him on the dancefloor.
It is absolutely the response that they both expect, although Aymeric is starting to bristle with concern. This is not at all how he was hoping the evening would be going, and so soon after arriving...well-intended though he believes Haurchefant's intentions are, he has clearly crossed a line.
The man in question takes it all in stride, ever the one to try to smooth out frayed nerves if he sees it within his power.
"Alas! I will be left wanting. Mayhaps another time."
"I am sure your dance card will be full soon enough, Lord Haurchefant." As much as he feels inclined to, Aymeric resists the urge to place his hand on Estinien's shoulder, so instead he places his free hand at his hip. "Seeing as we have only just arrived, I believe it is due time that Ser Estinien and I make our rounds."
"But of course! Don't let me keep you, Sers. And be sure to say 'hello' to father, I know that he has been interested in your progress."
Aymeric places that hand then on his own chest and gives a half-bow. Haurchefant may not be a Fortemps in name, it being so denied to him after birth, but his opinions do still hold sway in the family. Edmont may receive admonishments from the other High Houses for it, but he has not yet let it affect him.
"We shall. Many thanks."
Blue eyes flick to Estinien almost as they would in battle, that silent communication that they are to move forward. Haurchefant takes his leave in sync as Aymeric leads away further into the throngs of people, though not towards anyone in particular. It is quickly apparent that these rounds were really just a means to break the conversation.
Once they sufficiently departed, Aymeric sighs and shakes his head.
"...Apologies, my friend. This is not how I hoped the evening would begin. He means well."
Having finally broken away from the situation, what strikes Estinien the most is that he can't even truly determine why he is upset. He wasn't the one being bothered about his love life, or having it speculated about in public. Haurchefants comments towards Estinien himself were mostly to be expected - useless flattery and compliments, the same as most others he would speak to about his 'promotion.'
The best he can determine is that for a moment he thought that Aymeric may have been withholding information from him, having some kind of flirtatious relationship with a woman he'd never heard of. Yet from the rest of the discussion, and everything he knows about Aymeric, that doesn't seem to be the case. Only that when Aymeric mentioned that his makeover may run the risk of drawing the attention of Ishgardian ladies, he may be speaking from experience.
So, why is he at such ill-ease? The thoughts still linger, that Aymeric has a life among these people, and one Estinien is ill-suited for. He's quiet as they first begin to talk away, but when Aymeric apologizes, he finally speaks.
"...Nay," he says more softly. "I was not the subject of Haurchefant's speculation." He pauses, and then adds: "And 'twas indelicate to egg him on."
Truthfully, Estinien can't help but respect Haurchefant, for how confidently he operates among a society that regards his existence as a mistake. So clearly unafraid is he to push against Ishgard's boundaries, but also all too willing to drag others into it.
The timber of Estinien's voice is enough to soothe a little of Aymeric's concern. A smile finds him easily, apologetic though it still is as his brows press together.
"He does not need the encouragement, that much is true. Yet I do know he speaks from a position of good faith, misguided though it may be."
Aymeric sighs, willing away his frustration best as he can. His empty glass is taken by the passing help, though he declines another for the moment. Seeing that Estinien has yet to indulge in his own, Aymeric tilts his head to the side and nods towards the drink.
"Is it not to your liking? We could find something better suited with ease, I am sure."
Estinien's eyebrows lift in surprise because frankly, he'd half-forgotten he was holding a drink at all. He realizes what Aymeric is talking about and then shakes his head, frowning.
"Nay, the drink is acceptable," he says. "Mine thoughts were lingering elsewhere." He takes a long sip to prove his point and then falls quiet again, looking around the crowd, feeling watched by too many eyes.
He glances at Aymeric a few times before an idea occurs to him.
"You had mentioned an armory before," he says. "May we take our own leave for it, or shall we require an escort?"
Aymeric cants his head a little further in silent invitation for his friend to share exactly where his thoughts had traveled, should he care to. No such explanation comes and Aymeric is about to ask himself when Estinien offers a different idea entirely.
Ah, yes. That is a better idea--give Estinien something of greater interest to focus on, he thinks. Aymeric is, of course, interested in his own right, but his concerns are greater for his friend's enjoyment now than his own. So he smiles and nods in agreement.
"Come and let us see for ourselves. I have only attended an event at House Fortemps once before, but that had been on Temple Knights business, so I had not gotten the chance to fully explore the grounds."
He motions for Estinien to follow his lead out of the main ballroom and towards the hallway they had originally entered from. Even just as a thoroughfare it is busy enough, small groups and individuals alike flitting from room to room. They pass several, one that has clearly been dedicated to a spirited argument among older men with the door half-ajar, another sitting room accommodating a number of noble women who do take a pause to watch the two knights pass by--libraries, powder rooms, and a few unspecified areas where people can be found standing about and talking for a small want of privacy. The options dwarf all that Estinien has seen of the Borel Manor by far.
All the while they pass by House Fortemps Knights standing dutifully. Halfway down the hallway, Aymeric pauses in front of one of them to ask for directions.
"Ah, the armory, my lord? Count Edmont began the tour half a bell ago, but if you go to the end of the hallway and take the stairs to the right you should be able to catch up."
Aymeric gives a light bow in thanks and turns to smile at Estinien, pleased. As stated, the door down towards the armory is large and wide open, though Aymeric does not yet hear the voices of the tour. Just how far had they gotten?
Estinien finds himself a bit more relaxed alongside Aymeric - it's Aymeric's own happiness that draws it out in him. As the other man receives directions and turns to smile at him, he can't help but smile a little in turn, despite his heavy thoughts.
They make it to the armory and it's blessedly empty. Truthfully, Estinien would have found a proper tour quite boring - he was more curious to see the quantity and quality of Fortemps's military reserves more than to hear a thorough explanation of it. It's as impressive as he expected, similar to some of what is available at the Congregation, though more ornate and personal in its touches. It's a family collection, rooted in more than the practical reserves of an army.
Either way, Aymeric may be surprised to see Estinien's attention mostly lingering on him instead of the weaponry that surrounds them. He had an ulterior motive, coming here. He also doesn't show much interest in trying to catch up to the missing tour.
"At last, I can hear myself think," he says, glancing around at some of what's on display, but without much investment. "We are more than capable of showing ourselves around, are we not?"
Though Aymeric's own gaze wanders to the suits of armor that he sees on display to their left, lining the wall for quite an impressive distance, he is clearly trying to garner which direction the tour might have gone. He is curious on the history of these pieces, what battles they might have seen, the valiant knights who wore them...
But Estinien's mood seems to have lightened considerably and his friend has all his attention once he speaks. Aymeric purses his lips slightly as he considers--the guard did not outright say they were not to do so, did he? Merely directed them towards the armory assuming their intent was to join the tour.
Perhaps it would do them both some good to step away from the masses for even a short while. So Aymeric smiles and gives a nod in agreement.
"I admit there is something deliciously appealing about the notion of getting to view these pieces unsupervised."
With that decided, they might as well continue down the first hall they find, passing all those suits of armor along the way. Aymeric does take a moment to inspect each one, although he does not feel the need to show an overt interest in each as he might otherwise, wanting to leave that good, thoughtful impression that he understands how each piece was built on and advanced on the last.
No, for a moment, he can just be a young twenty-something who has some experience with a sword and a curiosity for how they came to be.
"Estinien, look at this," he says as he stops in front of one suit. "The helm...is that...molded in the fashion of a karakul?"
It looks like it. It is...bulbous and has the horns to boot.
Estinien moves down the hall as well, though he finds himself staring at the back of Aymeric's head more than focusing on the armor. He has some things he wants to ask, but with Aymeric looking so engaged, the words catch in his throat.
Instead, he ends up hesitating until Aymeric suddenly starts asking about karakul - something so bizarre that he can't help but pay attention to it. He looks at the helm, squinting.
"...Well, they certainly can be ornery little brutes when the mood strikes them," he says, after a moment. "Though, not as elegant in their rage as I might have expected from knights of the noble houses."
That someone would be so inspired by the beasts that they would have a custom helmet crafted in their image is really quite incredible.
He cannot help but chuckle at that, eyes twinkling with mirth when he turns them back to the other man. He has had a few run ins with the wild ones out in the Highlands, but they had hardly been formidable opponents. Though he does hear tales of one particularly large and infamous specimen...
"Perhaps this was a custom piece crafted to suit the sordid tales of this particular knight? House Fortemps has claimed the unicorn rather than the karakul, after all."
Other specialized weapons and armor do bear some more ceremonial enhancement that do reflect the aesthetics befitting the household, something that Aymeric finds himself quite taken by.
"Estinien...pray me allow me this ridiculous indulgence--"
He is grinning, albeit a little sheepishly--tips of his ears a little red--as he steps away from one suit who is certainly sporting the unicorn design...in...questionable areas on the armor.
"--do you believe this was actually worn in battle? It is intimidating in ways that I do not imagine the horde would pick up on."
It occurs to Estinien that the tour guide probably would have explanations for all these questions, stories to go with what they are seeing. It would, in its own way, be practical to listen to people who know what they are talking about. Yet, he can't help but be more amused with their mutual speculation.
He looks at the new piece that Aymeric has spotted, and that only confirms his feelings. He's not sure he could have contained himself in the presence of others. He barks out a laugh.
"The Drachen Armor has many spikes of its own, but that is one area it lacks such thorough defense." He grins. "Mayhap the armorers of the Knights Dragoon could find inspiration in the Fortemps work."
Perhaps Estinien could benefit from his own cock spike. He leaves that implication to hang over Aymeric, eager to see the response.
Amused as he is and as used to as he should be by his friend's frank (and sometimes crass) way of speaking, he still finds himself a little floored by the suggestion. Though still smiling, Aymeric's mouth hangs open for a moment and he prays that the rest of his ears do not adopt the same color of red as the tips at the mental image.
"Would that they could!" Yet, he does laugh freely. "I ought not entertain what battle tactics that would arise from such an enhancement."
Aymeric shakes his head, looking away from both Estinien and the accursed piece of armor in order to compose himself. Even still...
"You surely need only one lance to contend with."
He clears his throat. Absolutely the sort of joke he only shares with present company. Thank Halone Haurchefant is not present to hear this exchange, he would run with it.
He can actually think of a few applications for such an appendage, a flight of fancy that occupies his imagination for a few moments. While not often required, there had been a few situations where he was forced to straddle a beast's neck. It would, at the very least, allow him to keep his hold a bit more readily.
Though it may also be a bit harder to disengage than he'd like.
"I can think of a few," he says, getting close to testing the limits of what he can get away with. Haurchefant might not be the only danger. "The metaphorical gravitas would pale in favour of the practical applications I could devise."
He considers for a few more moments and then decides to spare him.
"Though the Knights Dragoon would not benefit from additional complications to their ability to sit down." With so many spiky additions, it's incredibly difficult to do anything but stand while fully armoured.
"Practical applications!" Aymeric repeats, unable to still another laugh as if bubbles up. "I am of two minds, curious yet mortified of what that might be."
Ignorance might be bliss in this instance. Aymeric does feel much freer in Estinien's presence, able to cast some proprieties aside for the sake of sharing the simple silly things that cross is mind when he is in the mood. Yet his own somewhat cloistered upbringing does rear its head.
"I can only imagine, and you have scarcely been seen out of it since your promotion." Aymeric turns to face the dragoon, crossing his arms. "It is nice to see your face again, my friend. For a while I feared it had been swallowed whole by your helm."
It may seem like an unchallenging comment, but something about it summons up complicated feelings in Estinien's chest. It's true, of course. Since winning his armor, Estinien has rarely been seen without it, at least away from his room in the Congregation. It's like a new skin, and a validation of the identity he's been seeking for a decade now.
It's something he can't help but be invested in, and despite the jovial tone of the conversation, part of him craves to voice some of those thoughts out loud - to share the experiences of his life with someone. So, after staring back at Aymeric with an expression of soft surprise, he puts an effort into finding the right words.
"Do you know much of Drachen Armor?" he asks, something more sober and genuine about the way he asks. He doesn't want to assume Aymeric is ignorant, but with dragoons being such an elite rarity, it seems that many are unaware of the specifics.
no subject
It would not be.
Something about the way he says it immediately gains Estinien's attention. What does he mean? That it wouldn't be a waste of time, even if they missed the party? It could just mean that Aymeric sees value in teaching, even just for personal growth - that feels like the kind of thing he would say. He didn't mind taking the time to educate Estinien in the many ways he was ignorant, even if it was purposeless.
...But no, that was an uncharitable way of thinking about it, a bit of snippy contrariness that bubbles up to obscure the part he's really concerned about. Was Aymeric enjoying it, too? Well, of course he was, but more so than the dozens of other little things he did? More than the many ways he would patiently guide Estinien's hand through different facets of friendship he'd so pointedly ignored...
He gets so caught up on this point that he spends the rest of the walk thinking about it, glancing aside to Aymeric every once in a while before looking away just as quickly. Is he supposed to say something? Thank him for showing him that? No, that would be cloying, especially coming from him.
He only really snaps back to himself when he hears Aymeric declaring his full title for the doorman, a term of address that still feels new in some ways. Estinien Wyrmblood of the Knights Dragoon. It's exactly what he'd wanted, isn't it?
He lets the servants take his goat without even feeling ornery about it, staring at Aymeric's shoulder as he instinctively lags behind him. This is Aymeric's court, after all - one he is coming to know as well as the battlefield, if not better. He really would feel more comfortable pursuing Aymeric like some kind of fearsome bodyguard, and really it would give a better impression of his priorities. The sheer overstimulation Estinien is going through is present on his face, and something he has to actively bite down.
Where in the seven hells are they supposed to stand? He feels like every step might do something to unknowingly bring shame to his companion, the burden of which is only fully striking him now. If it were his own reputation it would be meaningless, but with his star tied to Aymeric's - is this what it feels like to have societal expectations bearing down on your shoulders?
"Where are those drinks you were talking about?" he asks breathlessly.
no subject
He would not have invited Estinien at all if he thought that the other man might leave empty-handed--nay, Aymeric is not such a glutton for punishment on either of their behalf. Though claiming the title of the Azure Dragoon is something of an earned right and acceptance of the Eye, making sure the High Houses are aware of Estinien's deeds and conduct will only work in his favor, in Aymeric's eyes. When the time comes, Estinien would be better off with their support, and his more recent acceptances in into the Knights Dragoon provides a perfect opportunity for that.
Of course he did not say as much, knowing that Estinien would be (rightfully) opposed to the idea of being pranced about for accolades. That is also not the sole reason for inviting him--
Truthfully, Aymeric just likes his company. Even if Estinien had not made the Knights, he was want to invite his quickly becoming closest friend at some point. Just, perhaps, not to an event this big.
"They should be..." Aymeric allows his voice to trail as a waiter stops in front of them with a tray full of wine glasses, and presented thusly. "Right here." Taking a glass of red wine for himself, Aymeric gives a nod of thanks to the help.
Once Estinien has received his glass and the waiter leaves them be, Aymeric's smile twitches upwards as he holds the wine out his friend for a small, but private toast.
"To a successful eve--"
"Ah! There you are!"
Aymeric's eyes widen, if only for a moment as his gaze shifts from Estinien to the silver-haired man approaching them widely spread arms and an equally wide smile.
"Ser Haurchefant." Aymeric's shoulders ease as he gives a polite bow before raising his glass and taking the sip he was denied.
"You did not think your arrival would escape me so easily, did you? Though I admit I had half-expected to see Lady Elsinne de Nourorault on your arm, I shan't say that this is a bad choice," Haurchefant says as he comes to a stop in front of the pair, a twinkle in his eye.
Aymeric nearly chokes.
no subject
It's Ser Haurchefant. Estinien has no idea whether to be relieved or terrified, the man capable of being good fun and absolutely mortifying in equal measure. Given the first thing he says, Estinien is concerned it might be the latter.
He doesn't even know who Lady Elsinne de Nourorault is. He had thought that Aymeric was withdrawn from the courting process - has that changed since the last time they spoke of it? He finally lowers his glass. Did Aymeric really invite him instead of a noble lady...?
"Hm," Estinien says, making an ambiguous noise for lack of better words. He glances sideways at Aymeric as if searching for something. "I haven't been acquainted..."
no subject
"A passing acquaintance..."
Haurchefant guffaws on cue. "Why there is no need to be so shy, Ser Aymeric! You had seemed well enough acquainted last moon."
"You misremember, Lord Haurchefant," Aymeric says, managing to sound both pleasant and stern at the same time. "You shared more than one dance with Lady Elsinne yourself."
"Ah..." Haurchefant looks dreamy for a moment, then shakes his head. "A fleeting fancy, as 'twere! It is not I who caught her most discerning eye." He taps his nose knowingly before turning on Estinien with a sudden flourish.
"Yet full glad am I to have you, Ser Estinien! Had I known that you would be so inclined to join us I would have begged father to send you a personal invitation. When was it that we last spoke?" Despite the question, Haurchefant does not give him the time to respond. "Too long, too long! And I hear that you have been fully awarded the title of Dragoon. A long time coming!"
no subject
What if Aymeric did have a lady friend that he'd simply never mentioned? What if he just didn't think it was relevant to Estinien? Why does that idea cause his gut to twist in the first place? Hadn't he been frustrated by Aymeric's perceived inability to pursue courtship due to the nature of his birth?
Estinien is so busy trying to figure out how to read this situation that he almost misses when he suddenly becomes the target of Haurchefant's 'enthusiasm.'
"I wouldn't get used to the idea," Estinien says roughly. "Ser Aymeric asked me along and so I made an exception." He sounds a little less glowing than he might have when saying that, mostly because he already feels insecure and off-balance. Maybe Aymeric really does have a whole separate life among these people that he's just incapable of understanding.
"But... aye. I completed the trials not all that long ago. Though not all of my peers were as fortunate." As in, several of them died, but he imagines that's not the right kind of conversation for polite society.
no subject
"Indeed not..." He does provide an appropriate moment of silence for their loss. Haurchefant, while exuberant in his best moments, is a man of heart through and through, and unashamed to show it.
"But you have reason much to celebrate! Ser Aymeric has only spoken favorably and readily of your exploits and accomplishments. I dare say that it's about time the rising star of our Knights Dragoon gift us with his presence."
Haurchefant gives a deep bow for effect. Aymeric shakes his head, but he's finding the edges of his own earlier annoyance are softening.
"Flatteries will not get you far, Lord Haurchefant."
"No? Mm, well, you cannot blame me for the effort! As you oft sing these selfsame praises."
Aymeric narrows his eyes and Haurchefant looks almost too jovial to be truly innocent.
no subject
He crosses his arms, holding his wine idly in one hand. He shakes his head.
"I will only have something to celebrate when I've made full use of myself on the battlefield. There is yet much to accomplish ere I can be satisfied." Though Aymeric may be the only one who knows just how much accomplishment he means. Though becoming a Dragoon has been his nearest goal, now that it is passed he feels no closer to having his need quenched. All he can do is crave more.
At Aymeric is still on the same page about that. Flattery is meaningless to him. He doesn't need the approval of anyone here, he tries to remind himself... or Aymeric himself. He doesn't.
He glances at Aymeric, and then back to Haurchefant.
"You should tell me of this evening with Lady Elsinne," he says, with an edge of being purposefully defiant.
no subject
Haurchefant pauses to pluck a glass for himself as another waiter passes by, and Aymeric finds himself switching out an empty glass for his second of the evening. Much, much too early to be on his second glass, but he is not the only one feeling on the defensive. Aymeric knows that Haurchefant means well--mostly...mostly.
"The Astrologians have been quite busy of late, have they not?"
Aymeric gives a hum of agreement, nursing his drink and reminding himself to take it slow.
"There has been more traffic than usual at the Athenaeum." The Borel Manor is, of course, just around the corner. When there are rumors of the horde moving en masse, Aymeric's suspicions are usually first raised by increased activity and lights late into the night in the days preceeding the announcement. Being in the Temple Knights offers further insight to that as well.
Aymeric, though, does not venture too further on the topic, offering an ample pause for both men to take a drink--Aymeric delicately so and Haurchefant with the enthusiasm one might expect. That does, unfortunately, set an opening for a topic Aymeric had hoped they steered away from.
He pauses, glass still tilting towards his face.
Haurchefant raises a brow, looking from Estinien, to Aymeric, then taps his chin with the lip of his own glass.
"You may have to be more specific, Ser Estinien. There have been multiple evenings with Lady Elsinne, if memory serves."
Aymeric lowers the glass and looks very pointedly at Haurchefant, while the other man only switches to raise his opposite brow instead.
"You need not work so diligently to try and paint my reputation in that particular light, Lord Haurchefant."
"Fury, forgive me!" Haurchefant places a hand over his heart. "What reputation is this you speak of, my lord? If anything, you seem to forget that it is only the Heavens' Ward that require an oath chastity to join their ranks."
The dark-haired man exhales slowly through his nose before turning an almost apologetic look towards Estinien.
"Lady Elsinne of House Nourorault is the daughter of Viscount Olfert de Nourorault--most notable for working closely with House Haillenarte at the Manufactory--" Information that would be well-known amongst other guests, but Aymeric knows that Estinien's knowledge of the Houses of Ishgard are limited to what is relevant in battle. "--and has been...increasingly friendly these past few moons."
Haurchefant seems to find this description amusing, but insufficient, taking a step forward to stand shoulder to shoulder with Aymeric.
"She has naught but a few summers on on us--" Speaking mostly of Aymeric, being a little younger himself and assuming that Estinien is of similar age range. "--has an irresistible smile, and found herself completely taken when the two were paired at a ball late in the winter. She has seen it fit to seek out Ser Aymeric at every engagement since. Why, it was only a few weeks ago that you two were found alone in the Budaire Garden--"
"--I had stepped out for some fresh air. She must have--...convenient timing that we should cross paths again." Aymeric quickly interjects.
Haurchefant pauses. "Ah, was that it?"
"Your vivid imagination makes for an excellent story, but it seems that your own infatuation with Lady Elsinne may be discoloring your recollection of events." Blue eyes drop to the wine glass the other man holds. "Or perhaps your wine."
Haurchefant chuckles. "I only jest, my lord! Though you need not rebuke her overtures so. Lest you intend to earn the title 'Ser Aymeric the Chaste'?"
Halone help him.
no subject
It seems like Aymeric is not as immune to catching a lady's fancy as he thought, if this one is pursuing him so intensely. Haurchefant is trying very hard to imply that there is something legitimately going on, while Aymeric repeatedly rebukes him. He could take wry pleasure at someone's expense in different circumstances, but... not right now. Not after the energy they worked up on the way over here.
Instead, he still finds himself somewhat adrift. Just another reminder that Aymeric has an entire life he is trying to build within this place, and it's a life that Estinien has little place in. Would he be expected to marry, in order to carry on the legacy of his house? Estinien fully intends to die before ever planting roots in such a manner.
He finds his gaze lingering on Aymeric more and more as the discussion goes on. Not even the idea of 'Ser Aymeric the Chaste' manages to get a chuckle out of him. It just doesn't feel very amusing, at the moment.
"Reason would suggest that, if he is rebuking her affections, he is not interested," Estinien rumbles, his lack of amusement clear on his face. He's mostly been ignoring his drink. "Unless he has an obligation to fulfill."
no subject
No such obligations have been outright placed on him, though the weight of the Borel name dying with their adopted son and heir apparent is something he is keenly aware of and has oft considered of late with his mother's declining health. Not at all the kind of talk one entertains at a party such as this.
Aymeric clears his throat. "Not at the present... Moreover, affections and attentions are not one and the same." He pointedly sip his drink, feeding off of the aura of displeasure Estinien himself is emitting along with his own growing frustration.
While one to push and pry, Haurchefant is not a fool immune to reading the discontent of his guests. In this, at least, he offers them some room to breathe.
"Far be it for me to scorn someone's attentions either way." Haurchefant's own reputation has been growing far in the opposite direction of Aymeric's own. "But this is good news for the rest of Ishgard's hopefuls! Then I will feel no shame in asking our fine lady for a dance later this eve. That is unless one of you would like to take her place?"
Well, sort of.
no subject
"No," is all he says, keeping his arms crossed. He's almost certain that both Aymeric and Haurchefant would expect this response, though maybe with slightly more padding. If this is how taxing such a simple conversation was in this content, he can't bear to imagine what Haurchefant might spring upon him on the dancefloor.
no subject
The man in question takes it all in stride, ever the one to try to smooth out frayed nerves if he sees it within his power.
"Alas! I will be left wanting. Mayhaps another time."
"I am sure your dance card will be full soon enough, Lord Haurchefant." As much as he feels inclined to, Aymeric resists the urge to place his hand on Estinien's shoulder, so instead he places his free hand at his hip. "Seeing as we have only just arrived, I believe it is due time that Ser Estinien and I make our rounds."
"But of course! Don't let me keep you, Sers. And be sure to say 'hello' to father, I know that he has been interested in your progress."
Aymeric places that hand then on his own chest and gives a half-bow. Haurchefant may not be a Fortemps in name, it being so denied to him after birth, but his opinions do still hold sway in the family. Edmont may receive admonishments from the other High Houses for it, but he has not yet let it affect him.
"We shall. Many thanks."
Blue eyes flick to Estinien almost as they would in battle, that silent communication that they are to move forward. Haurchefant takes his leave in sync as Aymeric leads away further into the throngs of people, though not towards anyone in particular. It is quickly apparent that these rounds were really just a means to break the conversation.
Once they sufficiently departed, Aymeric sighs and shakes his head.
"...Apologies, my friend. This is not how I hoped the evening would begin. He means well."
no subject
The best he can determine is that for a moment he thought that Aymeric may have been withholding information from him, having some kind of flirtatious relationship with a woman he'd never heard of. Yet from the rest of the discussion, and everything he knows about Aymeric, that doesn't seem to be the case. Only that when Aymeric mentioned that his makeover may run the risk of drawing the attention of Ishgardian ladies, he may be speaking from experience.
So, why is he at such ill-ease? The thoughts still linger, that Aymeric has a life among these people, and one Estinien is ill-suited for. He's quiet as they first begin to talk away, but when Aymeric apologizes, he finally speaks.
"...Nay," he says more softly. "I was not the subject of Haurchefant's speculation." He pauses, and then adds: "And 'twas indelicate to egg him on."
Truthfully, Estinien can't help but respect Haurchefant, for how confidently he operates among a society that regards his existence as a mistake. So clearly unafraid is he to push against Ishgard's boundaries, but also all too willing to drag others into it.
no subject
"He does not need the encouragement, that much is true. Yet I do know he speaks from a position of good faith, misguided though it may be."
Aymeric sighs, willing away his frustration best as he can. His empty glass is taken by the passing help, though he declines another for the moment. Seeing that Estinien has yet to indulge in his own, Aymeric tilts his head to the side and nods towards the drink.
"Is it not to your liking? We could find something better suited with ease, I am sure."
no subject
"Nay, the drink is acceptable," he says. "Mine thoughts were lingering elsewhere." He takes a long sip to prove his point and then falls quiet again, looking around the crowd, feeling watched by too many eyes.
He glances at Aymeric a few times before an idea occurs to him.
"You had mentioned an armory before," he says. "May we take our own leave for it, or shall we require an escort?"
no subject
Ah, yes. That is a better idea--give Estinien something of greater interest to focus on, he thinks. Aymeric is, of course, interested in his own right, but his concerns are greater for his friend's enjoyment now than his own. So he smiles and nods in agreement.
"Come and let us see for ourselves. I have only attended an event at House Fortemps once before, but that had been on Temple Knights business, so I had not gotten the chance to fully explore the grounds."
He motions for Estinien to follow his lead out of the main ballroom and towards the hallway they had originally entered from. Even just as a thoroughfare it is busy enough, small groups and individuals alike flitting from room to room. They pass several, one that has clearly been dedicated to a spirited argument among older men with the door half-ajar, another sitting room accommodating a number of noble women who do take a pause to watch the two knights pass by--libraries, powder rooms, and a few unspecified areas where people can be found standing about and talking for a small want of privacy. The options dwarf all that Estinien has seen of the Borel Manor by far.
All the while they pass by House Fortemps Knights standing dutifully. Halfway down the hallway, Aymeric pauses in front of one of them to ask for directions.
"Ah, the armory, my lord? Count Edmont began the tour half a bell ago, but if you go to the end of the hallway and take the stairs to the right you should be able to catch up."
Aymeric gives a light bow in thanks and turns to smile at Estinien, pleased. As stated, the door down towards the armory is large and wide open, though Aymeric does not yet hear the voices of the tour. Just how far had they gotten?
no subject
They make it to the armory and it's blessedly empty. Truthfully, Estinien would have found a proper tour quite boring - he was more curious to see the quantity and quality of Fortemps's military reserves more than to hear a thorough explanation of it. It's as impressive as he expected, similar to some of what is available at the Congregation, though more ornate and personal in its touches. It's a family collection, rooted in more than the practical reserves of an army.
Either way, Aymeric may be surprised to see Estinien's attention mostly lingering on him instead of the weaponry that surrounds them. He had an ulterior motive, coming here. He also doesn't show much interest in trying to catch up to the missing tour.
"At last, I can hear myself think," he says, glancing around at some of what's on display, but without much investment. "We are more than capable of showing ourselves around, are we not?"
no subject
But Estinien's mood seems to have lightened considerably and his friend has all his attention once he speaks. Aymeric purses his lips slightly as he considers--the guard did not outright say they were not to do so, did he? Merely directed them towards the armory assuming their intent was to join the tour.
Perhaps it would do them both some good to step away from the masses for even a short while. So Aymeric smiles and gives a nod in agreement.
"I admit there is something deliciously appealing about the notion of getting to view these pieces unsupervised."
With that decided, they might as well continue down the first hall they find, passing all those suits of armor along the way. Aymeric does take a moment to inspect each one, although he does not feel the need to show an overt interest in each as he might otherwise, wanting to leave that good, thoughtful impression that he understands how each piece was built on and advanced on the last.
No, for a moment, he can just be a young twenty-something who has some experience with a sword and a curiosity for how they came to be.
"Estinien, look at this," he says as he stops in front of one suit. "The helm...is that...molded in the fashion of a karakul?"
It looks like it. It is...bulbous and has the horns to boot.
no subject
Instead, he ends up hesitating until Aymeric suddenly starts asking about karakul - something so bizarre that he can't help but pay attention to it. He looks at the helm, squinting.
"...Well, they certainly can be ornery little brutes when the mood strikes them," he says, after a moment. "Though, not as elegant in their rage as I might have expected from knights of the noble houses."
That someone would be so inspired by the beasts that they would have a custom helmet crafted in their image is really quite incredible.
no subject
"Perhaps this was a custom piece crafted to suit the sordid tales of this particular knight? House Fortemps has claimed the unicorn rather than the karakul, after all."
Other specialized weapons and armor do bear some more ceremonial enhancement that do reflect the aesthetics befitting the household, something that Aymeric finds himself quite taken by.
"Estinien...pray me allow me this ridiculous indulgence--"
He is grinning, albeit a little sheepishly--tips of his ears a little red--as he steps away from one suit who is certainly sporting the unicorn design...in...questionable areas on the armor.
"--do you believe this was actually worn in battle? It is intimidating in ways that I do not imagine the horde would pick up on."
no subject
He looks at the new piece that Aymeric has spotted, and that only confirms his feelings. He's not sure he could have contained himself in the presence of others. He barks out a laugh.
"The Drachen Armor has many spikes of its own, but that is one area it lacks such thorough defense." He grins. "Mayhap the armorers of the Knights Dragoon could find inspiration in the Fortemps work."
Perhaps Estinien could benefit from his own cock spike. He leaves that implication to hang over Aymeric, eager to see the response.
no subject
"Would that they could!" Yet, he does laugh freely. "I ought not entertain what battle tactics that would arise from such an enhancement."
Aymeric shakes his head, looking away from both Estinien and the accursed piece of armor in order to compose himself. Even still...
"You surely need only one lance to contend with."
He clears his throat. Absolutely the sort of joke he only shares with present company. Thank Halone Haurchefant is not present to hear this exchange, he would run with it.
no subject
Though it may also be a bit harder to disengage than he'd like.
"I can think of a few," he says, getting close to testing the limits of what he can get away with. Haurchefant might not be the only danger. "The metaphorical gravitas would pale in favour of the practical applications I could devise."
He considers for a few more moments and then decides to spare him.
"Though the Knights Dragoon would not benefit from additional complications to their ability to sit down." With so many spiky additions, it's incredibly difficult to do anything but stand while fully armoured.
no subject
Ignorance might be bliss in this instance. Aymeric does feel much freer in Estinien's presence, able to cast some proprieties aside for the sake of sharing the simple silly things that cross is mind when he is in the mood. Yet his own somewhat cloistered upbringing does rear its head.
"I can only imagine, and you have scarcely been seen out of it since your promotion." Aymeric turns to face the dragoon, crossing his arms. "It is nice to see your face again, my friend. For a while I feared it had been swallowed whole by your helm."
no subject
It's something he can't help but be invested in, and despite the jovial tone of the conversation, part of him craves to voice some of those thoughts out loud - to share the experiences of his life with someone. So, after staring back at Aymeric with an expression of soft surprise, he puts an effort into finding the right words.
"Do you know much of Drachen Armor?" he asks, something more sober and genuine about the way he asks. He doesn't want to assume Aymeric is ignorant, but with dragoons being such an elite rarity, it seems that many are unaware of the specifics.
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)